Unsure if i should check into a mental hospital?

oh sweetie, you have alot going on. at your age...life can be difficult. i get that. just know that you are a person that is trying to get through this thing called life just like the rest of us. i have this thing i do...when i pull up to a 7-eleveen or convenience store, i wont go in if there is alot of people in there. i wait until people leave and there are only a few in there. i dont feel strange about it but unsure why i do that. anyway.......if you are hurting yourself, you need to stop it. if you cant, go see someone about that. wondering why your afraid to try college etc etc. maybe you have never be encouraged or afraid of failure. well, if you dont try...you will never know. and if you fail, get up and try again. we all have to step out on faith and do what we gotta do in this world to succeed. people just dont talk about their insecurities. you can do this.......get on out there! PS...have you tried church yet? 8-) good luck!